You are breathing in the different levels of energy - Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual. The failures, betrayals, negative experiences create distortion in your energy level. The imbalance in your energy level make your aura rigid and brittle. Your negative attitudes make you reactive, some times subjective. Your energy level becomes stagnant due to pain, stress and emotional disturbance.
To balance the energy level you need to be responsive than reactive. You have to respond to the divine essence which is full of positivity and inspiration. Give up all grudge and anguish.Be still. Take few relaxful breaths. Spend some valuable time in your own company and open yourself to your spiritual heart. Unconditional love is flowing through that to you. Just feel and swim through the currents. Divine order is such, you step forward with trust and she will hold your hand. Hold firmly and experience the change.